Happiness?

Have you thought about what makes you happy? i have well there's a couple of things that make me happy for example music and my best friend.  Music always calms me down so i love listening to music makes me wanna scream out loud. Now my best friend well she makes me happy because she was always been there for me. Sometimes i think about our friendship and i couldn't ask for more she has always been there for me. I cant say it has been a perfect friendship but who has a perfect friendship? nobody i think that when you go through stuff with them shows you if they are worth your time or not. Now sometimes i sit down and think about how happy i am but i cant even lie im not as happy as i seen things dont seem to be good but i always end up smiling trying to get through it. i think that sometimes you should watch out for what you wish for because at the end of the day it might not be what you really wanted, what do you do when you get what you wanted but you still not happy ? nothing but be disappointed sometimes we think that there's this things that would make us happy but at the end of the day the only way you can be happy is if your happy with your self and if your happy doing what you do, sometimes we choose to  make some mistakes maybe thinking that it will lead somewhere but i don't think that happiness is to be found i think its just about you making the best of life.