Finding yourself

Have you ever thought that maybe finding yourself would make things better? i have been told that once you find yourself you can actually find happiness too. As i was growing up i can honestly say that i didn't find my self until i grew a bit older. When i talk about finding yourself i mean having morals and actually loving yourself just the way you are. As a teen most of my teenage life i didn't actually love myself as much as other people did. But by the years i learn that i have to always think about myself first no matter what. Pleasing people isn't right because you shouldn't always please those around you. Sometimes you just have to think about where you wanna go in life where you stand and why you are actually doing certain things. I think that most of the time when you do something or make a change you should only do it for your own good, not for everyone else around you. Because at the end of the day that one person that you have with you is yourself and nobody else. I have many things in this part of my life about finding who i really am and what I'm capable of doing. I believe in myself now and i know that im gonna go somewhere in life not because I'm smart but because i want to go somewhere in life and ima do whatever it takes to go where i deserve to be at.

As a kid

As a kid we really dont know whats really going on around us. We really don't know whats wrong or right, we think life is easy cause it looks pretty easy. But as we grow up everything we used to think changes a lot. When i was a kid, oh lord i thought my life was perfect. It actually seemed perfect to what the TV shows and movies would make you think that was called perfect. Nothing is perfect in life and as a kid i didnt know that, i thought having your parents together a house and a sister was the definition of perfect. But as i grew up i found out things that changed the way i used to look at my own family. Not everyone goes to the same stuff in life but we all do learn that life is not perfect and that the way things seemed arent always the way they actually are. We all learn this as we grow up but we all learn it in different ways. As a kid i used to think that i had it all never knew there was such thing as a struggle or anything like that. My parents always spoiled me but never tried to tell me that everything was okay to do. I honestly never thought that being an adult or a teenager would be as hard as people say. As kids we want to grow old but once we are growing up we seemed to get slapped by life, life wasnt as easy as we thought it would be but thats a part of life and we all learn from everything.

Can friendship turn to into a a relationship?

I believe that a friendship  between a girl and a guy can turn into a really nice relationship. I cant say that it will always work, but i think that if they had a really nice friendship and they understand each other things can work out between them. But if you think about it sometimes one of the other don't feel the same for each other all the time, and at times i think that can mess up the friendship. I understand that sometimes they don't feel the same way when it comes to being together as a couple,but why mess up such a good friendship cause one is feeling the other more then the other. If they are really friends i think they would get through it. I believe that going through that can show you if they actually do care for you as much as they say. That's a really hard situation and i think that it mess up friendships but i believe that it shouldn't because real friendship doesn't die just like that.But i have always wonder if is really true that they aren't really feeling each other? or is it cause they don't  want to mess up such a good friendship? i honestly will never understand what goes through some peoples heads, because to me the best thing to do is be with your best guy friend, who better then that? they understand you they know most things about you and they still care and love you, i understand that not everyone sees things this way but it doesn't hurt to try. At the end of the day if it doesn't work out they didn't stay wondering if it would and they really were best friends they still be in each others life.